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this is why...clean start
been back at school for nearly six hours now and happen to be quite pleased with the number and quality of people i've seen in my brief time back here. courtney and mary are both laying on my bed with me right now… -
this is why...lost
i've lost my will to art. perhaps i shall take up sociology or computer science. edit:: 've spent more of my time at college pursuing a hobby than considering a life for myself. If I wasn't working toward … -
go to bed ya big dummy
what the hell am i still up for? so i finished my paper a while ago, kind of a long while ago and since i had been so diligently working in the mca i decided to check on the zombie crew one last time and to stop in and s… -
not a shred of hope...but feigning it anyway
over the course of this passed week i've learned several things about myself, none of which i particularly care for. things i've learned, probably more unfortunately than i'd like to admit. i think the hardest part is… -
i don't like to admit it
but some times i feel more like a jen lindley than a joey potter. "i've missed you. you know, just when i thought i was gonna get you back, you go away from me again. what am i supposed to do? what can i do to get… -
two minutes away
alright...i'll say it, though it's against my better judgment...tomorrow is my 20th birthday, which means i'm no longer a teenager...let's review the past few years as a teenager and the crazy shenans and tom foolery … -
thank you Lord
for playing for reconciliation for new beginnings for trying again for forgiveness for all things bright for honesty for laughter for biting for games for reminiscence for making it okay for tryin… -
don't know where i stand anymore
I don't know what to do. This past week I've only seen myself falling further and further from any remote form of success or even accomplishment. I've been told directly and indirectly that I hold no value.… -
Personally, I didn't even believe in me.
it is now...4:31 am. i just started return of the king. let me just say that i didn't think i could do it, but i think i'm gonna make it. that makes three years in a row of lord of the ringsy goodness. mwahaha. and ne… -
abandonment
away from me. you're going. you're leaving. you made promises. you're gone. settle. move on. move away. they're gone. forgetting you. hold me back. fight on. your words are harsh and crushing on my ears. falling down.…
steamboatjay
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- Name: Hayley Elizabeth
- Country: United States
- State: Indiana
- Metro: Huntington
- Birthday: 3/7/1987
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/7/2004
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what's a girl to do
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